The fire that never goes out.

This fire burns and burns we have sought professional help to put out the fires but to no avail. The fires burn on and on causing damage that may never be the same again. We have tried water lots of water nope didn't work didn't even make a difference. Day and night the burning continues slowly wearing me down mentally physically maybe even emotionally to the point of madness. I crawl into a fetal position trying to figure out if all this is real or just my sick imagination creating a hell for me to live in. Maybe I am in hell did I die was I poisoned, is the burning really real ?? I know I dream of the burning on and on it burns as you might be thinking I am meaning the fires of hell but in reality I'm meaning the fires of my body as I stand as I lay still the feet the legs burn on and on pushing me towards the edges of madness. Causing me to lash out to love ones, to coworkers, to strangers driving by, unimagining anger the frustration simply the catalist reaching down to the evil we all suppress we all fear to even agknowledge. I'm finding myself becoming familiar with this side of my humanity you can even say comfortable dealing out visious demenor which in turn pushes them away the ones who matter the ones to be protected the ones I need to keep me from myself, diving into the pool of lonilyness as the walls close in closer and closer can I breathe I cant breathe can I !!! Which burns me even more help me please help me a cry for help can you hear me listen to me I beseach you to stop to slow down and to notice me sinking crying in a sad sading reality.