Just another day

Last night Aaron woke me up around 330 or 4 am he said his chest was tight and it was hard to breathe. I asked him what he meant exactly and if he had pain in his left arm he said no. Turns out today he remembers laying in a strange position and thinks its actually his muscle. I wanna kill him he keeps scaring me, I mean shit he's 27 years old a little young to be having a heart attack. Ok well that drama is over with I hope, I will watch him for a while and see if he is feeling better or not. My mother went thru some more of her stuff slow but surely it's getting done but definitely slowly. If everything gets done or not I am out of here come april this place is killing me and it's time to get back to our life. We watched that show prayers for bobby, jesus I cried like a baby ryan kelley is a hot little number whoa. Im ready to join his fan club or start one. I was my own worse enemy before I came out hated myself for being gay but thats another story better off left unsaid at this point. Well tomorrow is another day and I am off work I think I will work on moving stuff into the garage, get rid of the storage unit just a waste of money now. For the record she is now divorced he ( her ex husband bob ) has gotten most of his stuff the garage is like 85% cleared out lots of space now. There are a lot of things I need to get done in 3 months, to be honest I really need the jeff of about 10 years ago he got things done and cared. I'm finding it hard to care about other peoples problems this body is starting to give out on me it's pretty scarey. Ok enough rambling I am going to go to sleep. Thanks for readint this and putting up with me. jeff